Name: Suban
Age: 19
School: NYP
Course: Diploma in Business Management
Horoscope : Libra
Status : Single


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Actress(es) : Liv Tyler, Nicole Kidman

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Thursday, December 21, 2006

3 Doors Down - Here By Me

I hope you’re doing fine out there without me
'Cause I'm not doing so good without you
The things I thought you'd never know about me
Were the things I guess you always understood
So how could I have been so blind for all these years
I guess I only see the truth through all this fear of living without you

And everything I have in this world
And all that I'll ever be
It could all fall down around me
Just as long as I have you right here by me

I can’t take another day without you
'Cause, baby, I could never make it on my own
I've been waiting so long just to hold you
And to be back in your arms where I belong
I'm sorry I can't always find the words to say
But everything I've ever known gets swept away
Inside of your love

And everything I have in this world
All that I'll ever be
It could all fall down around me
Just as long as I have you right here by me

As the days roll on I see
Time is standing still for me
When you’re not here
I’m sorry I can’t always find the words to say
Everything I’ve ever known gets swept away
Inside of your love

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And everything I have in this world
And all that i'll ever be
It could all fall down around me
Just as long as I have you right here by me

posted @ 8:38 AM
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Tuesday, December 19, 2006

~ Can't Let Go (Landon Pigg) ~

Well you're the closest thing I have
To bring up in a conversation
About a love that didnt last
But I could never call you mine
Cause I could never call myself yours
And if we were really meant to be
Well then we justify destiny
Its not that our love died
Just never really bloomed

Well I cant let go
No, I cant let go of you
Youre holding me back without even trying to.
I cant let go
I cant move on from the past
Without lifting a finger youre holding me back.

And then we saw our paths diverge
And I guess I felt OK about it.
Until you got with another man,
And then I couldnt understand
Why it bothered me so.
How we didnt die we just
Never had a chance to grow.

I cant let go
No, I cant let go of you
Youre holding me back without even trying to.
I cant let go
I cant move on from the past.
Without lifting a finger youre holding me back.

And it might not make much sense
To you or any of my friends
Though somehow still you affect the
Things I do.
And you cant lose what you never had
I dont understand why I feel sad
Every time I see you out with someone new.

I cant let go
No, I cant let go
No, I cant let go of you.

I cant let go
No, I cant let go of you
Youre holding me back without even trying to.
I cant let go
I cant move on from the past
Without lifting a finger youre holding me back.

I cant let go
No, I cant let go of you
Youre holding me back without even trying to.
I cant let go
I cant move on from the past

posted @ 8:15 AM
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Monday, December 18, 2006

Part 4 (Stupidity and Naiveness)
(final: the story ends here hanging just like how things truly are)

He tried to fall in love with another. He searched and searched. He got to know a few. But they all are shadows of her. They are partially like her. Be it character wise or look wise. There is a tint of her in them.

He made no progress in trying to dislodge himself from her.

Even being friends was tough. Emotions tend to run high. He wants to kill those emotions. He doesn’t want to lose her. He really loves her.

posted @ 9:48 AM
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Part 3-3 (Irony)

All the sweet and thoughtful things he did and made didn’t move her. One night, she told him. She said "I’m sorry, there is no feeling. I can’t reciprocate what you gave." Those words were like knives stabbing through his heart, his mind and lastly his soul.

Over the next couple of days, he isolated himself. Subsequently he kept everything to himself. He knew its her that he wants. But her words were deeply etched in his mind. Images of her seem to have woven itself to his dreams. She told him to find someone else.

posted @ 8:15 AM
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You Bleed Just To Know You're Alive.



"Without you I'm not whole

I need you far too much

I long to feel your touch

I wish that I could dry your tears

I cannot find the words to say my last goodbye "



The First and Last Good Bye