I am Devil's Creation, Heaven's Reject

Name: Suban
Age: 19
School: NYP
Course: Diploma in Business Management
Horoscope : Libra
Status : Single

Mini-Bio
food: Japanese, Italian
drink: Green Tea, Ice Lemon Tea
Alcohol : Dry Gin, Absolute Vodka, Red Wine
Movie : Lord Of The Rings, Harry Potter, Big Daddy
Place : Perth, Spain, Switzland
Hangout : Upp Thompson Prata House
Soccer Team : Tottenham & Inter-Milan
Soccer Player(s) : Teddy Sheringham & Christian Vieri
Music Band : LP, MLTR, Five For Fighting
Com Game : FM 2005
Colour : Blue, Yellow, Orange
Anime(s) : Samurai X, Flame Of Recca, Rave, Fruit Basket, Grander Musashi, Bleach
Actor(s) : George Clooney, Hugo Weaving, Adam Sandler
Actress(es) : Liv Tyler, Nicole Kidman

Friday, November 11, 2005

Hyde - Evergreen

I lie awake beside the windowsill
Like a flower in a vase
A moment caught in glass.. Mmm

The rays of sunlight come and beckon me..
To a sleepy dreamy haze
A sense of summer days.. aa

If only I could stop the flow of time
Turn the clock to yesterday
Erasing all the pain.. mm

I've only memories of happiness
Such pleasure we have shared
I'd do it all again

This scenery is evergreen
As buds turn into leaves
the colours live and breathe
This scenery is evergreen
Your tears are falling silently

So full of joy you are a child of spring
With a beauty that is pure
An innocence endures.. aa

You flow right through me like a medicine
Bringing quiet to my soul
Without you I'm not whole

This scenery is evergreen
I need you far too much
I long to feel your touch
This scenery is evergreen
You've always been so dear to me

This scenery is evergreen
It sorrows at the sight of seeing you so sad
This scenery is evergreen
I wish that I could dry your tears

The bells have rung the time has come
I cannot find the words to say my last goodbye
This scenery is evergreen
You've always been so dear too me

posted @ 12:16 AM
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Sunday, November 06, 2005

What sort of friend am i??

What sort of a guy am i??

these are the qns i ask a couple of my friends..

first thing they ask were..

y the sudden-ness in asking this qns..

well..

can say..

i've been feeling out of place..

feel like i'm drifting away..

juz feel like a fish out of water..

one of them say..

nth has happen..

everythings still the same..

prolly is juz me..

extremely sensitive to my surroundings..

juz got this feeling like ppl are asking me to "fuck off"..

i dunno..

another friend say i need sometime alone..

think things tru..

ask myself the qns i asked..

and not ask ppl wat they think is me..

but..

the more i ask myself..

the more qns i hav..

the more qns i hav to ask myself..

the more irritated i'll be..

i dunno the difference between fair weathered friends..

and my close friends anymore...

i seem to hav drifted from them..

is it true??

hav i drifted??

wats the reason??

let me know if i'm still with the flow..

confused..

mixed feelings..

posted @ 9:00 AM
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