Saturday, September 03, 2005
Another day passed,
well..
wasn't in the best of moods..
quarreled with dad last nite..
major quarrel..
didn't talk to him in the morning..
didn't say a word to him at all today..
den went to meet muq at yck..
to go sch..
called my xiao mei..
to remind her to eat breakfast/lunch..
den she got kinda frustrated i guess..
that kinda trigger my unhappiness..
well..
i dun blame her at all..
she didn't know wat happen..
on normal days..
i would tolerate her frustration..
but not today..
due to the fact i got into a major quarrel didn't help much..
so i juz kept quiet most of the time..
when it got till later at nite i started talking..
wasn't so frustrated anymore..
glad i hav friends like them..
able to tolerate me..
almost the whole day..
well..
guess i'm juz too lucky to hav them..
so xiao mei..
dun blame urself or anything..
anyway..
i'm alot betta le..
but dun think me and my dad gonna talk for a long while..
well..
wasn't in the best of moods..
quarreled with dad last nite..
major quarrel..
didn't talk to him in the morning..
didn't say a word to him at all today..
den went to meet muq at yck..
to go sch..
called my xiao mei..
to remind her to eat breakfast/lunch..
den she got kinda frustrated i guess..
that kinda trigger my unhappiness..
well..
i dun blame her at all..
she didn't know wat happen..
on normal days..
i would tolerate her frustration..
but not today..
due to the fact i got into a major quarrel didn't help much..
so i juz kept quiet most of the time..
when it got till later at nite i started talking..
wasn't so frustrated anymore..
glad i hav friends like them..
able to tolerate me..
almost the whole day..
well..
guess i'm juz too lucky to hav them..
so xiao mei..
dun blame urself or anything..
anyway..
i'm alot betta le..
but dun think me and my dad gonna talk for a long while..
posted @ 12:06 AM
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Monday, August 29, 2005
Today i juz don't really have the privillage of being with my friends..
went to cityhall all alone..
but with hope that maybe will have accompaniment in the evening..
so went to find marc at his workplace..
slack at his workplace for like 2hrs plus..
juz to wait for replies..
the hopes of having companionship for the day was slowly diminishing..
well..
got the replies..
but didn't have the privillage of getting any accompaniment..
but..
thanx to colin..
i didn't had to eat dinner alone..
=)
"Human are emotional creatures and they need company"
this line is so true..
well..
walking around nearly an afternoon alone..
really makes u think..
haizz..
there i go again thinking..
alot of peeps tell me not too think too much..
but..
i juz can't help it..
Watched Sin City on dvd ytd..
was cool..
like this line:
"It's time to prove to your friends that you're worth a damn.
Sometimes that means dying,
Sometimes it means killing a whole lot of people."
went to cityhall all alone..
but with hope that maybe will have accompaniment in the evening..
so went to find marc at his workplace..
slack at his workplace for like 2hrs plus..
juz to wait for replies..
the hopes of having companionship for the day was slowly diminishing..
well..
got the replies..
but didn't have the privillage of getting any accompaniment..
but..
thanx to colin..
i didn't had to eat dinner alone..
=)
"Human are emotional creatures and they need company"
this line is so true..
well..
walking around nearly an afternoon alone..
really makes u think..
haizz..
there i go again thinking..
alot of peeps tell me not too think too much..
but..
i juz can't help it..
Watched Sin City on dvd ytd..
was cool..
like this line:
"It's time to prove to your friends that you're worth a damn.
Sometimes that means dying,
Sometimes it means killing a whole lot of people."
posted @ 10:02 PM
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Sunday, August 28, 2005
I'm slowly losing hope..
I'm slowly losing confidence..
I'm slowly losing will-power..
Cuz suddenly my life doesn't seem so precious anymore..
Like this picture:
becoming this picture:
well...
guess i lost all my hopes..
my dreams..
and colours of my life..
to all my nemisis:
stab me..
poison me..
shoot me..
strangle me..
saffocate me..
dismember me..
I'm slowly losing confidence..
I'm slowly losing will-power..
Cuz suddenly my life doesn't seem so precious anymore..
Like this picture:
becoming this picture:
well...guess i lost all my hopes..
my dreams..
and colours of my life..
to all my nemisis:
stab me..
poison me..
shoot me..
strangle me..
saffocate me..
dismember me..
posted @ 12:05 AM
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