I am Devil's Creation, Heaven's Reject

Name: Suban
Age: 19
School: NYP
Course: Diploma in Business Management
Horoscope : Libra
Status : Single

Mini-Bio
food: Japanese, Italian
drink: Green Tea, Ice Lemon Tea
Alcohol : Dry Gin, Absolute Vodka, Red Wine
Movie : Lord Of The Rings, Harry Potter, Big Daddy
Place : Perth, Spain, Switzland
Hangout : Upp Thompson Prata House
Soccer Team : Tottenham & Inter-Milan
Soccer Player(s) : Teddy Sheringham & Christian Vieri
Music Band : LP, MLTR, Five For Fighting
Com Game : FM 2005
Colour : Blue, Yellow, Orange
Anime(s) : Samurai X, Flame Of Recca, Rave, Fruit Basket, Grander Musashi, Bleach
Actor(s) : George Clooney, Hugo Weaving, Adam Sandler
Actress(es) : Liv Tyler, Nicole Kidman

Tuesday, September 07, 2004

In life there are 2 ships that U gotta take..
Friendship and Relationship..
But I think I'm gonna give up both..

The last time I felt this much pain and sadness was 3 yrs back..
I took a whole yr and a half to get back on my feet..
During that whole time.. I only kept in touch with my close friends..

When I came to poly I decided to have a fresh start..
Made a huge mistake..
My very first step was a step I think I should not have taken..
Then I had to make up stories..

Juz for ppl to think that I'm ok and well..
And to get them off my back..

No one knew how I felt

U could say I suffered in silence..

Aft today/this u all may think that I'm hard to get along with..

So be it..

For the nxt 2-3 wks I'll be keeping to myself..
I won't be keeping in touch with everyone..
If I sound angry or unhappy..

I apologise..
But for the nxt few weeks try not to provoke me..
Don't ask me why..
I won't answer u..

Will be spending time with the SBM club members & my sec sch friends..

I'll be focusing on what I've started learning..

For this will be the last time I'll be learning a new thing for the sake of someone..

posted @ 10:03 PM
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